"I simply mean... what you're offering me, what you're giving me, is so beyond anything I could have ever imagined, it feels wrong to still be wanting other things. I know you said it's okay, but I just..."
He bites his lip, trying to figure out how to put it into words.
"I feel like there's an expected way I should be behaving and I'm... not." he glances up nervously, hoping that made any sort of sense. "I just don't know how I'm supposed to act in this situation, so I'm trying to put together what I know from all sorts of other places and I feel like I'm just making mistakes all the time."
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ninetydegrees
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2021-08-25 23:04 (UTC)"I simply mean... what you're offering me, what you're giving me, is so beyond anything I could have ever imagined, it feels wrong to still be wanting other things. I know you said it's okay, but I just..."
He bites his lip, trying to figure out how to put it into words.
"I feel like there's an expected way I should be behaving and I'm... not." he glances up nervously, hoping that made any sort of sense. "I just don't know how I'm supposed to act in this situation, so I'm trying to put together what I know from all sorts of other places and I feel like I'm just making mistakes all the time."