He wants to flee as a part of him feels overwhelmed. This situation on top of the strain of all the rest he has been dealing with lately is just about one too many and yet this one is so important. Yuan has brought him more joy in the last day and a half than he's felt in as long as he could remember. The very idea that someone else would be with his A-Yuan- holding him, kissing him, fucking his A-Yuan- was too much to bear. The other man deserved to be a young master, just as he was pretending to be today and nothing less. He didn't truly have a way to give that to him, but he could at least free him.
So when Wuxian gives in, he stops and looks back at the older man in dark robes and red hair ribbon. He stands rooted where he is staring at the man's familiar face for several long moments unable to decide if he can trust him enough with this. He wants to. If it was something involving just himself he would've much easier, much quicker but it doesn't.
Finally, he gives in too. He crosses his arms over his chest in a protectively and glances down at Wuxian's feet. He chews on his bottom lip for a moment before he can muster up the courage to speak, but fortunately he does. "Do you remember at Guanyin Temple, the reason my uncle, Jin Guangyao, did what he did was because Grandfather had the chance to free his mother but chose not to? How could he have done that? What.. what would that have meant for her?"
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Jingyi's face brightens when Zizhen joins him out on the gazebo over the water. He waves and quickly sets out two teacups for them to enjoy. "I wasn't sure you'd have time to talk tonight with all your relatives arriving but I promise this is going to be worth your while!"
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So when Wuxian gives in, he stops and looks back at the older man in dark robes and red hair ribbon. He stands rooted where he is staring at the man's familiar face for several long moments unable to decide if he can trust him enough with this. He wants to. If it was something involving just himself he would've much easier, much quicker but it doesn't.
Finally, he gives in too. He crosses his arms over his chest in a protectively and glances down at Wuxian's feet. He chews on his bottom lip for a moment before he can muster up the courage to speak, but fortunately he does. "Do you remember at Guanyin Temple, the reason my uncle, Jin Guangyao, did what he did was because Grandfather had the chance to free his mother but chose not to? How could he have done that? What.. what would that have meant for her?"
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Jingyi's face brightens when Zizhen joins him out on the gazebo over the water. He waves and quickly sets out two teacups for them to enjoy. "I wasn't sure you'd have time to talk tonight with all your relatives arriving but I promise this is going to be worth your while!"