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Jin Rulan (Jin Ling) ([personal profile] lastjinstanding) wrote 2021-08-15 04:33 pm (UTC)

Someone's trying to kill me. The captain of my guard is involved but I don't know how or who else is connected. A prostitute has stolen my life and my heart. I can't handle his cute face. I miss my family but don't want to risk anyone's life but my own. Things keep going wrong for no reason and I keep looking like a fool. I can't get anyone to trust me. How do you know someone else's heart?

He has so much he wants to say and can't find a way to say any of them. He'd never been taught. He didn't know anyone who'd asked for help when they needed it, so why should he be the first?

However, he leans a bit against his uncle's support and fight's to calm down and trust his words. At least in this place, for this week, he was safe. Nothing bad could happen to him here. "I'm sorry. I'm not a child, I can handle this. Just.. I need a second to catch my breathe." He looks up at the man he once hated and gives a grateful, weak smile. He appreciated Wuxian more than the guy knew.

Maybe he did have one question, though. "How did HanGuang-Jun know he could trust you?"

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"Right? He has Yuan completely fooled too. He kept saying Ling was sweet and had been taking good care of him. It was weird." He shakes his head, but then he recalls something else Yuan had said. "He said Ling's also been buying him a bunch of presents."

He had to admit when Zizhen put it that way, it did seem a lot more far fetched. Why had he believed the story? "So either they met some really lame way and Yuan is wanting to suck up and backed Ling's stupid story, which is sort of cute or Ling's really hurt and hiding it or there's something more devious going on. I mean, it is a Jin we're talking about. Although I didn't really think Jin Ling was like that."

Exaggerating a night hunt, sure, that didn't really count in Jingyi's book as 'lying'. It was just what some cultivators did, especially competitive ones like Ling. It was all good fun and even if Jingyi didn't do it (he's still a Lan after all) he didn't condemn his friend who got carried away. The bear story was getting carried away. He was worried of something more serious.

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