Jingyi frowns at Yuan confused and starts looking even more embarrassed that he was clearly missing something important. What had he done wrong? He glances toward the house wondering if Zizhen will forgive him for whatever etiquette he breached.

Taking a shaky breath, he pulls from his robe a picture like, again, it's the most shocking and risque thing ever before showing it to Yuan. It is, by far, the most mild and frankly unhelpful porn. The male couple are in bed, with the blankets covering the bottom half of their bodies. They're embracing and kissing. One has robes still on and from the looks of it, there are several layers of robes, and the other might have lingerie or just his inner robe but it has draped just slightly suggestively down his shoulder. That's it. That's the 'porn'.

"See? We did that," he explains helplessly. "But last night you said that jar was meant for something and the most embarrassing thing happened when we were kissing. I couldn't help it. I haven't um.. I haven't mastered being able to keep the 'stiffness' away. I know the cold springs is supposed to help but we're not allowed going out at night. A- and even if I could I tried really hard not to but I.." His eyes were welling up from the sheer horror and embarrassment of it all. "I think he may have noticed. How do I sleep with him without being so disrespectful to him?"