"No," Yuan shakes his head - he doesn't know how to feel about any of this but he's sure of that, at least "Liling is someone you trust. She should stay with you." There's precious few people he trusts, Yuan won't take one away if he's leaving himself.

He wants to be happy and taken care of with Jin Ling. This just isn't fair. He buries his face in his lover's shoulder as the tears start to come again.

"I don't care," he whispers "I don't care about reputation or name I don't need it."